feeling so very defeated.
i’m just gonna complain a bunch now.
i feel so icky because i think i have pinkeye.
i spent yesterday getting medical exams done (not for the pinkeye) and looking for meds that will hopefully help me. the worst part of this is while i was nervous and stressed getting all this done hella fools kept hitting on me and catcalling. what the fuck.
i need to film a short that’s due by thursday but no one on my production team is responding to my messages. i have no time to film during the week and i’m most likely going to get stuck editing and i wish they would take me/that into consideration because i have exams this week as well as another production to take care of.
im supposed to start work this week but i haven’t had a chance to fix my social security and these health issues are holding me back.
i still need to take hella pictures for class tomorrow.
i want to curl up into a ball and stay like that for a very long time.
sorry for complaining so much.